I’m still wobbly and my jaws are so tight where I grind my teeth all night but better than I was. I can’t believe this tension has been there for more than a year now…. I just want it to be over – but I haven’t yet created a future to live into which doesn’t look like more of the past without the delight and drama of Him in it. I know I need to do that.
I know I need a bigger game but am all out of ideas for now.